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Wednesday, November 28th, 2001

Subject:on another note
Time:8:30 pm.
i've had my belly button ring for a year. yay :) hehe.

a year ago me and andrea went to edmonton. god that was fun :)

Tuesday, November 27th, 2001

Time:3:52 pm.
posted in arachne Miss Nude UK

Monday, November 26th, 2001

Subject:oh i couldn't help it ...
Time:4:21 pm.
Bilbo

Bilbo Baggins

If I were a character in The Lord of the Rings, I would be Bilbo, Hobbit, uncle of Frodo and finder of the One Ring.

In the movie, I am played by Ian Holm.

Who would you be?
Zovakware Lord of the Rings Character Test


Saturday, November 24th, 2001

Time:4:15 pm.
my piglet ... he was black and cute and his skin was all wrinkley and he was cuddly and let me hold him and said nothing.

yeah he was great.

stupid sow laid on him.

Friday, November 23rd, 2001

Time:5:18 am.
i must calm down. *sigh*

gods ... stupid things i end up doing.

time for work bye bye

Tuesday, November 20th, 2001

Time:5:14 am.
happy birthday to arhuaine

Monday, November 19th, 2001

Subject:star trek: voyager drinking game
Time:5:01 pm.
Voyager Drinking Game
Voyager lands - 1 drink
Someone plays a musical instrument - 1 drink
Anybody sings. - 2 drinks
The number 47 is mentioned in any context - 2 drinks
Take one drink every time...
Holodoc reminds someone to turn him off
Holodoc is unsympathetic
Every smartass remark by the Holodoc
Holodoc shows that he has romantic feelings toward Seven
Chakotay does some kind of Indian ritual
Chakotay has a flashback
Chakotay mentions his ancestors
Chakotay says he's disappointed
Every food of Neelix's that nobody eats
Every complaint about Neelix's food
Neelix offers to help
Neelix gets jealous
Kess is sympathetic
Kess's lifespan is mentioned
Tuvok uses the phrase "logical explanation"
Tuvok's family is mentioned
New race that's more powerful than Voyager
Race that has had contact (or pretends to) with humanity
First appearance in show of advance race with less advanced technology than they should have (Kazons with no water)
First appearance in show of any race that look like humanoids with just slightly unusual noses or foreheads
Every time need for spare parts is mentioned
Every time need about conserving supplies of X is mentioned (photon
torps, probes, etc) We don't have the LUXURY for that!
Paris gets to fly and show off
Paris romances B'Elanna
Harry and Paris tease each other about the Delaney twins
"Captain Proton" is mentioned
Seven says something is irrelevant
Seven irritates B'Elanna
Seven is shown interacting with little kids
Janeway fixes her hair during a disaster/emergency situation
Janeway drinks coffee
Janeway is shown in a nightdress
Janeway does something Kirk would have done
B'Elanna figures out a technobabble way to do something that hasn't been done before
B'Elanna complains about her dislike for Klingon culture, ceremony,
food, etc.
B'Elanna romances Tom
2 drinks
When the holodoc leaves sickbay for non-medical purposes
Every new alien that doesn't communicate with universal translators
Every new particle
Kess uses her psychic powers
Kess is not sympathetic
Neelix's help is actually useful
Someone likes some of Neelix's food
Neelix offers coffee
Every reference to DS9 (the station, not the show)
Any reference to any character from other ST's (major chars only)
Janeway does something Picard would have done
Janeway snuggles up to Chakotay
Seven assimilates someone
Borg nanoprobes are used to help cure an illness or injury
B'Elanna engages in (voluntarily or not) some form of Klingon ceremony or cultural activity, or eats Klingon food
Whenever Torres and Janeway have a meaningful exchange (translate:
these MEN just don't understand....)
Tuvok does something uniquely Vulcan (mind meld, nerve pinch, etc)
Tuvok meditates with Kes' old lamp
We actually get to see Paris playing "Captain Proton"
Harry gets killed (yawn, again)
3 drinks, plus an action...
Every time Chakotay gets to fly Voyager, the shuttlecraft or the Delta
flyer (Have you noticed how often he CRASHES? Yell: DON'T LET HIM DRIVE!!!)
Every time they pass up a chance to go home (Yell: DUMB!!!)
Every time somebody other than Harry dies (Awwwwww)
Any appearance of any character from other ST's (Groan)

Subject:chubby hands
Time:4:54 pm.
once in a while i look at my hands they look chubby and child like. i know they aren't. i have no illusions they are. but

for a moment they are baby hands.

Sunday, November 18th, 2001

Time:8:40 pm.
how does one go about finding a master?? mine is gone and i desire something again.

stacey

Time:7:51 pm.
i don't get this being out thing. i don't want ot be out. i don't belong in this world. i don't know how to be here.

pain ... nothing new to me. but this pain is different.

i understand why Andrea prefers the black space as i prefer the city. how do i get back?

stacey

Time:7:28 pm.
i gots a new email ...

lilmisspattie@kittymail.com

PATTIE

Time:7:28 pm.
i gots a new email ...

lilmisspattie@kittymail.com

Time:3:08 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
i bought "great expections" today. gwyth paltrow and ethan hawke. i think this movie is why i hate her. i dunno.

i hate this movie. i hate it.

but i love the cinemiatography (IS THAT A WORD???) ... whatever it's a beautiful movie. i hate the story. she's such a bitch.

i've given up on 50,000 by november 30. i'm just gonna finish the honey and kol story for a christmas present.

and i've been productive on writing poetry again and reading. and daydreamy stuff. and working. and witchy stuff. and faerie stuff.

so there you go :) updated on my life. have a nice month :) that's when i'll update you again

Subject:i could only love you more
Time:2:53 pm.
if i could take your pain
and turn it into my own
you know i would.

if i could give you the stars
and maybe the moon and the sun
would it make me anymore?

never want you to be anyone
anyone but you
never want you to tell me stories
except the ones that are true

tell me what's in your heart
as we lay late at night
on your bed in the darkness
confess your soul to me
i could only love you more

if i could ease your mind
from all it's wearies
i'd give my soul.

if i could make you smile
with my tongue and hands
would it make me anymore?

never wanted anybody
anyone but you
never wanted fairytales
just one dream to come true

tell me what's in your dreams
as we lay in the morning
on your bed in the sunlight
confess your heart to me
i could only love you more

Saturday, November 17th, 2001

Subject:your little one -- (sadistic love) by Tara
Time:5:33 pm.
Mood: lonely.
i miss the days we used to talk
when you showed you cared at all
now i don't know what to say anymore

i don't know why i love you
i don't know why you won't leave me alone
i just wish i had something to offer
but your heart is cold and alone
even if your body is not

i wishi could hear your voice again
smiling on the phone

to see you again
to touch you
to taste you
i dream of it
but it's not what i want.

i miss the days you left me
tied to your bed
the way you'd touch me
until i went insane.
and then you'd fuck me
until i bled.

but it was a lifetime ago
when i was "your little one"

Subject:your little one -- (sadistic love) by Tara
Time:5:29 pm.
Mood: lonely.
i miss the days we used to talk
when you showed you cared at all
now i don't know what to say anymore

i don't know why i love you
i don't know why you won't leave me alone
i just wish i had something to offer
but your heart is cold and alone
even if your body is not

i wishi could hear your voice again
smiling on the phone

to see you again
to touch you
to taste you
i dream of it
but it's not what i want.

i miss the days you left me
tied to your bed
the way you'd touch me
until i went insane.
and then you'd fuck me
until i bled.

but it was a lifetime ago
when i was "your little one"

Subject:your little one -- (sadistic love) by Tara
Time:5:28 pm.
Mood: lonely.
i miss the days we used to talk
when you showed you cared at all
now i don't know what to say anymore

i don't know why i love you
i don't know why you won't leave me alone
i just wish i had something to offer
but your heart is cold and alone
even if your body is not

i wishi could hear your voice again
smiling on the phone

to see you again
to touch you
to taste you
i dream of it
but it's not what i want.

i miss the days you left me
tied to your bed
the way you'd touch me
until i went insane.
and then you'd fuck me
until i bled.

but it was a lifetime ago
when i was "your little one"

Time:3:25 pm.
Abandoned-places.com

very cool pics. thanks to Robert (who doesn't have an lj but reads this one sometimes i think) for the link :)

Friday, November 16th, 2001

Time:11:39 pm.
Mood: exhausted.
there edited friends list. going ot bed 'cuase it's fucking late and i'm utterly exhuasted. sleep in tomorrow wheee

mellie

Wednesday, November 14th, 2001

Time:2:31 pm.
if there can be no iff. there can only be whens. everything i live for depends on it.

when it ceases there is nothing left ...

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